If you don't want to hear me complain, you don't have to read this....
I am so tired of being sick. I am so sick of not knowing what to eat because everything is making me sick. I am so sick of not having fun here at BYU because I am trying to be healthy, get good grades, and get enough sleep. I am tired of comparing myself to the other kids who are also applying to the nursing program. I feel that if I had to devote less time to making and planning healthy meals then I would have more time to study and do homework and have better grades. I am tired of jumping to conclusions, but if I don't get into the BYU nursing program I don't know anywhere else that I want to go. I am tired of feeling this way. I wrote this down so now I can hopefully move on. And I am praying that I won't be sick any longer.
I also know that God has a plan and obviously this will somehow work out in the long run. I know that he is in charge, not me.
Sometimes we just need to vent. I feel your pain. Food can't be quick and easy like it is for others. I have to plan out, check ingredients and then make it. It's a pain. I can see how it could affect you enjoying school, getting good grades and much more. Will keep you in my prayers. God will show you the way.
ReplyDeleteJenny, Thank you so much! You are a great friend and I'm blessed to know you. I hope that you are doing well!
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