BLESSING IN THE CURSE: First week of college!

What a week! I mean seriously! I feel like I have already experienced it all! Yet, I know that I have more to come. For starters, this morning, feeling strongly prompted and suddenly confident about the BYU nursing program I dropped my world religions class and signed up for Chemistry. And let me tell you, I am scared! However, this whole Crohn's experience has taught me (is teaching me) that I CAN DO HARD THINGS! So, acting on this prompting, I am going for the nursing program! Unless, of course, Heavenly Father reveals a different plan for me.

Secondly, I have experienced sleep deprivation already. Maybe not completely, but definitely some lack of sleep. Between roommates, parties, and emotions I have plenty to keep me awake at night :) Not to mention my new bed.

Thirdly, Boys. Do I need to say anymore? Within the first day I already felt my head spinning because of this. (*sigh)
( If you would ask me on a date, I would say yes :) ) ( I think you know who you are )
Plus, when you asked me yesterday why I wasn't eating lunch and I told a little lie to simplify things saying ( I can't eat bread.) What did you think? Did it scare you away? I hope not!

Fourthly, Homesickness. My family is already far away from me on the first family vacation without me. I really miss them. Especially last night when I was struggling with homesickness, Crohn's sickness, boy drama (already), and pre-college stress. Including deciding my major ( and changing ) last night.

Fifthly, I am already getting to know myself better and learning how to rely on my Heavenly Father's totally supportive help. Because I have always gone to my mom for everything ( I have called her in the past 3 days about 6 times ), I am now realizing that I can do the same with my Father in Heaven.